[24 Jan 2005|03:38pm] I'm too lazy to go back and make all my entries friends only, so new journal: shesanumber13. Kbye. ask

[12 Jan 2005|10:33pm] lol I hate you. :) Quite a bit. ask

[11 Jan 2005|12:05pm] Hi. :) Happy belated Birthday to me, Sister Marie, and Megan! 1/7, 1/7, & 1/9 Nothing is really new. I'm in a study now, myspacing it up. I need to go shopping soon. I'm also making a friends cut. If I cut you and you want me to add you again, comment. Just because you comment doesn't mean I will. Kbye 1 ask

BREAKDOWN; DAY 3 [06 Jan 2005|03:56pm] History was fine. I took notes. Biology was fine. I failed a test. PSAT PATA Prep was boring. Suekin, Victoria, and I all use the same book. Almost all the answers are in it already. Bible wasn't bad. Sister Danelle let me sit next to Angela for the day. I took notes / doodled. Spanish sucked. Mr. Glennon was a dick. I gave him an "attitude," so he discreetly threatened sending me to Sister Mary Lou. Lunch was good. Susan and I bought Take5 bars with Victoria's money. <3 Geometry was easy. We did a review sheet. Then I had a study. I went to the computer lab. I went on Myspace, because I'm an addict. I took the bus home. I read my book and listened to The Smiths, "Louder Than Bombs" album. I came upstairs, and my keyboard was here. George apparently forgot to give it back to my mom. Finders keepers. Overall, my day was regular. You are nothing now without your friends. I'll cut you to ribbons. 3 ask

[05 Jan 2005|08:49pm] Happy Birthday, Grandma and Steph! ask

[01 Jan 2005|02:13pm] Happy New Year! Happy Birthday, Ryan! on 12/30. I partied. I'm tired, sore, and hungover. At 4:45, I'm going to see MCR with Mark and meeting Emo and Flash there. What a day. ask

[27 Dec 2004|01:48pm] Last night was a good night. :) 4 ask

[26 Dec 2004|02:00am] [ music | GNR ] Hi. I hate livejournal, but at the same time, I don't want to delete it. I guess I'm like that with a lot of things. It's 2 AM. Technically, yesterday was Christmas. I went to Elisse's and ate dinner. Then I went to my uncle's. I didn't get much this year, which is fine. I got money mostly, not an obscene amount, but enough. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. I quit smoking since last time we talked. I bought jeans too. Nothing really exciting is going on, which, I guess, is why I never update. That's all. ask

[22 Dec 2004|01:16pm] [ mood | tired ] School wasn't bad. It was completely pointless though. We had 13 minutes classes, so we did absolutely nothing in every class. Then we went to mass. I sat with Hannah and Stephanie and listened to my CD player. We got out at like 12:30, and now I'm home. Victoria's calling me when she gets out of work / work x-mas party around 6:30 or 7. I still want to redye my hair. I have no idea what I'm doing tonight. I hope it's fun though. Tomorrow I get out at 11:30. MCR is sold out, so Chris can't get a ticket. I know me, Ashley, Felix, and Mark will be there. Anyone have ideas for getting there? ask

OMiGAWD EYE`M iN SCH0OLi3Z [21 Dec 2004|10:37am] I haven't updated in a while. So, what's new with me? Nada. My Christmas shopping is pretty much done. I went to a party with my dad, and I actually didn't have a bad time. I have a civies (dress down) day today. I'm in English, but we're in the computer lab, and I have nothing to do but talk to J. Kral and type an update. I don't know what I'm doing today. I'm not staying to make up more tests. I'll do them after break. I don't know if I'm going out tonight. Tomorrow I don't know what I'm doing either. I think Victoria might cut / trim my hair for me after school. I get out at like 12:30 or so. Then I'm going with my grandma I think. Thursday I'm cooking at Chris'. I don't know who else is going. It should be fun though, because I can't cook. Maybe I'll redye my hair tonight. It's really, really faded. Then maybe Thursday, during the day, before I cook, I can strip my roots and dye them, like I've been wanting for a while, and now I finally can, because I have roots. MCR show is coming up. Very exciting. Gabbie, are you going definitely? Like, did you ask? I need to talk to you about that. What else? I have a study next, then spanish (quiz, I have a cheat sheet, no worries.), lunch, history, bio. That's all. 2 ask

[14 Dec 2004|09:19pm] [ mood | apathetic ] So I went to school today. It sucked. Tomorrow I have to stay after school to "discuss" with Mr. Cramer, and I have SOFAR. I have to write a paper for Bible Studies. I'm procrastinating. I have to study for a British Literature and a Spanish test too. Should be a fun night. I'm grounded this weekend, so I have nothing to look foward to. It's dragging. I hope it goes faster. all he needs is everyone i've been and all she needs is everywhere i've seen all they need anything i've touched and all you need is everything i've loved everything i've heard everything i've learned everything i've tried everything i've held everything i've felt everything i've lost everything i've cried until my whole head shrieks with grinding my teeth struggling to find a single word i can keep any kind of truth any kind of hope oh just any kind of word that doesn't make me choke but i keep saying i will and i won't i keep saying i do and i don't i keep saying i feel but there is nothing to feel just a strange kind of nothing where it used to be me... it used to be me all he needs from me is everyone i've ever missed and all she needs from me everyone i've ever kissed all they need from me anything i've ever sung yeah and all you need from me is everything i've ever said everything i've ever done everything i've ever made everything i've ever prayed everything i've ever believed everything i've ever touched everything i've ever loved everything i've ever thought everything i've ever dreamed until my whole head screams with grinding my teeth desperate to find a single word i can keep any kind of faith any kind of fix oh just any kind of word that doesn't make me sick and i keep saying i will but i won't i keep saying i do but i don't and i keep saying i feel but there is nothing to feel just this strange kind of nothing where it used to be me... anything and everything all that you need get it for free anything and everything all that you need get it from me get it from me get it from me get it from me 3 ask

Quiz [13 Dec 2004|12:16am] [ mood | tired ] ( Read more... ) ask

[09 Dec 2004|10:24pm] Tomorrow I get to leave school at like 2. I have a free last period. Lucky me. Then I'm going down the shore and coming back Saturday after dinner. I'm looking foward to Saturday night. It will be fun. 2 ask

[06 Dec 2004|06:09pm] I love VNV Nation a whole lot. ask

[05 Dec 2004|04:11pm] Breakdown: I don't like The Haunted, but they played well. I'll give them that. Damage Plan was god awful. I hate them. They're just so terrible and pompous and annoying. Shadows Fall was awesome though. Their live show is amazing. They were just really, really good. I have the worst cramps. Today I went into the city with my mom, Thomas, and my grandma. We saw the tree and got food. It was alright. Nothing else has happened as of now. ask

[05 Dec 2004|01:42am] What do you want of me What do you long from me A slim Pixie, thin and forlorn A count, white and drawn What do you make of me What can you take from me Pallid landscapes off my frown Let me rip you up and down For you I came to forsake Lay wide despise and hate I sing of you in my demented songs For you and your stimulations Take what you can of me Rip what you can off me And this I'll say to you And hope that it gets through You worthless bitch You fickle shit You would spit on me You would make me spit And when the Judas hour arrives And like the Jesus Jews you epitomize I'll still be here as strong as you And I'll walk away in spite of you And I'll walk away Walk away ask

Well I've been holding on tonight [04 Dec 2004|12:06pm] [ mood | tired ] Joe got his license. Last night was interesting. Just.. interesting. Had it's good and bad. I've decided to go see MCR / Head Automatica both dates. Tonight's Shadows Fall, The Haunted, and Damage Plan. My mom should be home soon. I have to be ready to leave by 5. 2 ask

[03 Dec 2004|12:24am] All my friends have either gone insane or are totally depressed. Besides that, I'm really looking foward to this weekend. 3 ask

[29 Nov 2004|04:35pm] I feel like being rebellious. I hate school. I hate most people. I hate being told, "you hate everything." No, I don't. Everything I hate, I hate for a reason, so fuck you. I hate the fucking low lives in this town. I hate liars and backstabbers. I hate hypocrites. I'm sick of dealing with people that are just completely fucked up. I cut my losses. I hate people who want pity. I hate being pitied. I hate the question, "what's wrong." I hate not being able to trust people. I hate seeing people get hurt. I hate being forgiving. I hate fucking appologies. I hate scenesters. I hate scenester wannabes. I hate improper grammar. I hate misunderstandings and let downs. I hate telling people anything. I'm sick of typing this. 2 ask

[27 Nov 2004|02:38am] I know this says it's the 27th, because it's 2 AM, but I just got home. For the record, this is meant for NOVEMBER 26TH. Happy Birthday, Mark and Pete! 4 ask

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